And then there was light…..

When you walk along the nave (body) of most Catholic churches, you’ll find rows of votive candles for parishioners to light as a prayer and reflection activity (often, these candles are lit to pray for someone or to pray about a pressing personal matter).
This year, I put together my own version of “church prayer candles” at home. As shown above, I display them where they receive afternoon sunlight. Sunlight resting upon the candles provides me with a moment of cheer.
Themes of light and darkness are a frequent form of symbolism in Christianity.
On the first day of Earth’s creation, we read in Genesis, “the earth was formless and void, and darkness was over the surface of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the surface of the waters. And God said, ‘Let there be light,” and there was light.’ And God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness.… (Genesis 1:2-4).”
When we talk about faith and our lives, we likewise make reference to light whenever we speak of that which is good while referring to darkness when talking about challenges.
Further along in the Genesis creation story, “God said, ‘Let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear.’ And it was so. God called the dry ground ‘land,’ and the gathered waters he called ‘seas.’ And God saw that it was good (Genesis 1:9-10).” Historically within Judaism, water symbolically represented tumult and chaos. So, in separating water and land… God was establishing that he separates tumultuous chaos from calm. Likewise, Peter trusted Christ in walking toward him on the sea in the story told in Matthew Chapter 14. The disciples had ween Christ walking on water as he approached their boat. Peter demonstrated his utter trust in Christ by likewise walking toward him on the waiter, but then Peter lost his faith and began to sind when the wind began to blow and the water would have become choppy. This is a story about us losing our faith when the winds and waters of live become chaotic……Yet, God is always here for us in our brokenness.
In Trevor Thomson’s Christ in Me Arise song, we prayerfully sing at church “Christ in me arise and dispel all the darkness. Christ in me arise with all your strength and I will rise in you.”
I have been reflecting lately on the varying ways that our light shines when we surrender to allowing God transform our brokenness. The specifics of this look different from one person to the next. In one person, they give up being the outwardly difficult person who makes life hard for the people around them, becoming a person who finds daily ways to be helpful and useful to the people in them. Another person outgrows a childhood of economic and social challenges to become an adult who inspires the best in the people around them.
Allowing God to change us into the people we are truly meant to be is transformative. Who doesn’t want to become their best self? Yet, how easy it can be to remain stuck in fear and habit. Peter, when approaching Christ in utter faith, lost faith and began to sink when the water became tumultuous. Don’t we also want to hang on to our own desire to control our circumstances rather than trusting God to change our very most inner self? It really is an either/or situation: let God transform our very being or fail to become the person God intends for us to be. FYI, if you are struggling to give up control (by the way, how well is that working?)…..God has no negative plans for the transformative light that he intends for us.
When we surrender to God working within us, God truly will transform us into our best self.

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